for people who wanna know desperately what happened to me.
im fine. whether it is with HIM or my head, im fine.

HE is now only my gooodd friend. nothing else. so i dun mind hearing his name over and over again.

im thinking:
perhaps i shouldn't have removed the bandage. maybe i should have listened to the doctor.. it hurts. i mean, my head hurts...

shantee, for your information, i do hate myself! im tired of being me. im tired of going to school and everything. i'll rather return to where i belong. whether i'll return to that nightmare again, i dunt care. the truth unrolls itself slowly and i dun wan to be the one reading it. i want to go to a place where no one know me and i dun noe anyone. maybe it'll be the best thing for me. and the easiest way to escape from this nightmare... the truth always hurt. and i dun want to feel that feeling again. the feeling of HURT... it really does hurt-yes, it does. a lot, both inside and outside.

THAT LADY

J A V I N N
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.

S H E
I love flowers.
I love pink.
I'm dainty and dirty; not a trace.
I party till dawn,
I shop till dusk.
That's coz...
I'm a girl.
And a beautiful one too^^

SHE WANTS

[x] better results next year
[x] visit Germaine in USA
[x] get a new laptop
[x] recieve a new psp
[x] save 300 bucks more
[x] finish my job(s)asap
[x] complete my story in time
[x] enjoy my holiday(s)
[x] watch 'twilight'and inkheart
[x] read the whole damn shelf of storybooks

SCREAM;TALK

i just simply hate comments;;

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